had change

The day before yesterday I hang with my dear candykol.
I have make an early one week appoinment with her to accompany me go jelapang there.
Well finally i get my own passport.
THANKS GOD AND THANKS DEAR FOR ACCOMPANY ME.
We go to BUTIK also.
well.don know why.except the heels.nothing else i inteest.
finally i just buy a pair of heels and a shirt.
another pair of heels i feel pretty too.but confuse.feeling waste.
so.i just buy one pair only.
then we go to jusco.
although many sales there.
but nothing i interest.
i just interest the organic potato and some facial make uo stuff there.lol
then we also went to few organic shop coz we want look for the vinegar.
is attracted by the biscuit there.
well.Frankly.freaking love to eat biscuit nowadays.
recently just learning how to make a good taste of spaggetti.
for myself opinion.i think it is dy sucessful and taste good enough for me.
i cook for candy today.
haha.she say she like to eat XD.hope so and its real.
well we also date to go see kung fu panda together at night.
well i keep laughing while seeing the show.
on the way back i bring my sister together.
i saw....HIM.....
hmm...i think i have no comment to him nowadays.
just feel.deep down from my heart.
evertime i saw him.
i also will feel....unhappy....
dont know why.....
is searching for some product that can remove the chicken pox scar.
i hope it can dissappea fastesr!pplease.
=(
unhappy with it.
but everyone tell me be patient.it takes time.
aiks.be patient.
exhausted recently.
holiday full with programm.
i dont feel lonely at all even im single now.
compare with the past.
i feel even more lonely when i have a boyfriend.
thats the simple reasons why i want to keep this situation going on.
i dont want to change anything.
i feel happy with this so i dont want to change.
but not everyone understand about it.
i feel weird why.why he want to spoil everything and make the condition become worst.
it is fine for me act i dont care.but why you gotta blame me.we can be good friend i dont mine.
but you have choose to be stranger with me.
but is ok.important is.no stress to each other.